Valentine's Dayt
Mood:  not sure
Today was Valentine's Day. Pedro bought me a card and made me a copy of a CD by one of my favorite Chrisitian Artist.

Pedro is my dream guy. Cute, funny, a Christian. But something's missing. Maybe it's because...I don't know. I have feelings for another guy, but I'll never get anywhere with him. He's older than me and has already gone off to college. I try to leave it alone, but it doesn't work. I really like Pedro and wish we could be together but know we can't really. I feel so mixed up. I want him, but can't have him. What should I do?

The guy I like is older. We talk about the Bible, God, etc. It's really nice. I wish more guys were like him. Pedro is too great, but I just feel...disconnected toward him. What should I do?

Maybe I'll talk to Mr. Lytton. Or maybe I won't. He must think I have a lot of problems. Not really. But I do obsess over stupid stuff.

Namonique and I are still not talking. I'll post more about this on my Home page (http://electlady704.tripod.com--Click on Diary). Right now I'm just torn.

Praise the Lord, for He is good. His mercy is everlasting.
Love,
Kenya